Hi, how are you all doing? I've graduated from my academia and moved back home. I just wanted to ask you all how you feel about spoon bending. I mean, I know being indigo doesn't make me crazy, we've finally established that. I've progressed to psychokinetic energies. I'm wondering what the hell this stuff is? Why am I doing this? Why am I bending small, malleable metals such as spoons and forks? Why does it happen randomly? I mean, I know some people can do it. Some people pay money to learn this or train their whole lives. When I was younger, I used to think I could do this but I gave up. Why, because I didn't think it was possible, that's why. Now, a total skeptic even about the other things I can do, I still wonder at myself. I have given medium readings that have scared or at least impressed professionals. I can do readings for people here because of practice. Yes, I could use some. Please email me or post if you want to, because I'm very confused right now, headed for a nervous breakdown of sorts, and questioning my own sanity. Don't worry, I'm seeing my metaphysical friendly psychiatrist, he's Russian, so he knows what he's talking about. My therapist, also Russian, knows what she's talking about. I should call her. Later people.
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Re: Its happening! I feel totally nuts!!! But I'm hanging in there.
Wed, April 23, 2008 - 10:56 PMEvolution! Graduation! Transformation! -
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Re: Its happening! I feel totally nuts!!! But I'm hanging in there.
Thu, April 24, 2008 - 8:28 AMMeeko - woman, I've had that dream about graduation. We were all wearing green and purple robes. Purple robes with this green shimmer. It was recently and I remember thinking 'wait a minute, I graduated a year ago'. Lol. But am I crazy? Is what I wanted to know... at least I'm asking this because that means I'm really not crazy to answer my own question. -
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Wed, May 7, 2008 - 6:11 AMgreen and pinky/purple are the colours of the heart chakras and also the upper chakras...
If you make that connection you have graduated as far as I am concerned.
No paperwork required.. just a permission slip to yourself, from yourself.
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Re: Its happening! I feel totally nuts!!! But I'm hanging in there.
Fri, April 25, 2008 - 12:26 PMThis is my “non-shamanic state” response. Some time soon, I will “journey” and see what other information comes to me.
We human beings—mostly the very greedy and those who desire great power over others—are slowly, but surely, killing the earth. I know the earth to be a conscious being, and believe me, she’s not too pleased with the idea of being murdered. The earth is a Lover, and not a fighter. So, in her great wisdom, she has decided to give psychic gifts to humans, in greater number that ever before. We are not quite ready for these gifts, but given the current circumstances (those of the possibility of no life existing on this planet in a few short years), the need out weighed our readiness. The purpose for these gifts is to heal and connect us, and to Wake Us Up from all the destructive beliefs we hold onto so tightly—beliefs that have actually contributed to our own self oppression.
Spoon bending may seem like a parlor trick, but consider the greater ramifications: being able to manipulate things with your mind from a distance has such potential for good . . . yes, it also has potential for bad, which is why we—as a species—are not ready for this gift. Hopefully, those who manifest greater and stronger psychic gifts will use them for good, rather than for evil.
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Re: Its happening! I feel totally nuts!!! But I'm hanging in there.
Fri, April 25, 2008 - 4:28 PMThats Right! Remember, Life is the most valuble thing thats not a thing on this planet, to save anything other than life, is to save the destructive forces. Green is a healing colour, and purple is magic connected with the crown chakra, and no you are not crazy to answer your own questions, honey that was the very first thing I was doing at a very very young age.
No one is ever ready for anything, we are always learning, and so we must Learn these new gifts in the most knowledgable safest effort possible, we must thing planetary energy, but we must also think that our planet it strong, because thoughts are projected as energy to the planet. We must think positive. We must think, this is just a test and we will surely pass.
We are everything we see, eat , smell, feel and everything we dont see, eat, smell, and feel.
All that which isnt, we are, and that which is... we also are. lol hehe
We are a manifestation, of.. love. And love is guided by love.
The planet might go very very deep into sickness, but only as a lesson to us, of how powerful our minds really are, in comparison and in healing. When we heal the planet, we will see that it was all part of our plan and its plan, the love plan.
Do you have enough love? Trust? Faith? Faith and trust, loyalty towards love? Do you believe in everything and anything possible? Then you have a focus point. You know through you imagination, who you are and what you are, and what you want to be able to do and acuire as skill. You dreamt it, you get turned on by it, cause its love talking back to you. Now respond.
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Re: Its happening! I feel totally nuts!!! But I'm hanging in there.
Fri, April 25, 2008 - 9:28 PMIn “Shamanic State” response to your implied question: Why are so many strong psychics manifesting in such large numbers, at the current time?
Strong psychics--especially Empaths--are being manifest so quickly because there is SO, SO, SO, SO, SO much dispear, fear, pain, disgust, doubt, anger and sorrow flooding the psychic newtwork from nearly 6 Billion people: it is now self sustaining, and begining to be all consuming. Those feelings need to be channelled towards healing the Entire Planet--BOTH as a magnificent biosystem AND as a conscious being we call MOM: the one we all first learned to give & receive LOVE with.
We will start finding each other and working with each other in 2s, 3s, 4s, 5s, .... 100s. This is something beautifult to celebrate! -
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Fri, April 25, 2008 - 9:35 PMAw! I love cute teddy bears :)
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Re: Its happening! I feel totally nuts!!! But I'm hanging in there.
Mon, April 28, 2008 - 2:04 PMThanks Teddy. I think I see things in perspective. I'm not comfortable with the idea of our planet being destroyed in whatever way we do it. I mean, why are people letting it happen? They just sit there. I have plans to change the world but I don't know how to do it? I mean, I have an idea I haven't even sat in sacred space to write down yet. I am scared of myself. Lol.
I may not even post it here. I know it may be crazy to have so many ideas but my off switch is broken in terms of the flow of ideas I get on a regular basis. I often can't sit down and work on one at a time. Its like, one idea at a time people. I've got to focus on one at a time.
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Tue, April 29, 2008 - 6:06 PMHmm, interesting topic. I took a Remote Viewing course last summer and the instructor showed us how to bend spoons. We did it as a combination of asking the spoon to bend for us, and then bending it with our hands, but it wasn't as easy as it sounds. Nor was it done like is is in the movie The Matrix.
But afterwards I felt bad for the spoon. I can't help it, I'm one of those Empaths that you mentioned and I felt that I had robbed the spoon of it's ability to fulfill it's function. Now it's only function is to serve as my souvenir of my mental powers. And quite frankly I have better things to pour my psychic energy into! But it helped me clarify my mettle! LOL, pardon the pun. -
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Tue, May 6, 2008 - 10:27 PMRay, you've made me feel tons better. I mean, I was wondering why it was happening to me now, at this point in my life. I use one hand, not two. Sometimes, I do nothing but hold the spoon in my hand. Its scaring me but I think I'm getting used to it. I think I have times I can somewhat control the energy. We'll see about that one. -
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Re: Its happening! I feel totally nuts!!! But I'm hanging in there.
Wed, May 7, 2008 - 2:19 PMWe used two in the class, but it was also done by asking the spoon permission to bend it, and rubbingit in the right spot a lot. Still,it seemed pointless to me in the long run. It's like learning to levitate or teleport etc., why bother wasting that much psy energy when you can get up off your ass and walk there? -
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Thu, May 8, 2008 - 11:51 AMLol. yeah, why waste energy when you can pick it up with your hand? Or walk to whereever you're going? Or take the train or bus for that matter? I mean, why waste energy on stuff like that if it isn't that special to begin with? -
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Thu, May 8, 2008 - 12:55 PMHeehee,I was thinking of things like walking across a room to turn on a light switch. And as for teleporting, call me lazy, but I grew up with the Star Trek generation, and I still can't think of many Reasons to teleport myself to the moon. Maybe in the future I'll have a reason, but since my strongest ESP gift is empathy, not telepathy or kinetics, I just keep thinking that it would be too painful to teleport my physical body anywhere.
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